Fragments of memories...

Lost....

2009-12-26T02:30:00.000-08:00

Sorry I couldn't find any good titles but I don't have time to put my memories and sentence together properly.

I actually wrote something but it deleted it self,and I didn't remember it...
just great.

Well I'll try to recall it,there's many things happened.I couldn't take it.I have headache which is not that bad but it lasts so long that I feel it for as long as I can remember it,even right now while I am writing in this blog which causes me to could not to draw which I planned to do when I couldn't online.

Owh yeah,my mind in a very weak state now,with my "imaginary" fight with Tariq.
I take it seriously which is very immature of my.

I know just how weird my blog this time it's just with a lot of things happening I was thinking about quitting for a while.I just want to quit everything now...
I usually forget things by sleeping but I couldn't sleep since I have this headache...

I hope that I get to make things right,my friends have a good time and get my well make my mind right? , uh..wsssixtenn..

Wake up call...

2009-12-22T14:43:00.000-08:00

I was having a dream,I was walking around an airport which from my personal point of view is too small that it could be a train station.It reminded me of the train station back at my grandmother's hometown.I was to deliver a ticket or more like a card to do a certain business.

I woke up as I was walking to go back to my house.Which I don't even know.I feel the warmth of my cat at my feet.Suddenly I feel a sharp pain in my left chest region.I thought at first it was just my sleeping position but the pain didn't go away.I was thinking the possibility that I would die,the first thing I thought about was myself.Now sitting in front of my computer and I thought,am I really like a normal person who would only think about their self when some life-threatening situation happens?

I would die for my friends ,my mom and my aunt at the least,they are all that I have that would do good for me.How can I live up to my own vows?
So I must be stronger mentally.

Unfortunately in cases like this we must go through it to become stronger.The skin,when it gets peeled by constant friction it will grow a thicker one to withstand the previous force.Like playing a guitar.

These few days I feel somewhat very mysterious.Lonely.Despite going out a lot which I haven't done it before.At least it makes me draw and feel the need to work harder somehow.God works in mysterious way.I also hope that I can be an ideal person which I thought a lot after reading at Z3|2U's blog.You have my gratitude"A day that leads another day"...

I also found out that it is not related to heart problems.The sharp pain around my heart area is what we call Precordial Catch Syndrome(PCS) and to help support the answer it is often happens among children and teenagers but not leaving aside adults.I take it as an experience to be more calm when I face a life-threatening situation which makes a lot of difference.
My wish for today is that our friendship lasts forever,beyond time and space itself.
wsssixteen

Couple of words as I start my journey...

2009-12-21T18:55:00.000-08:00

I am not expecting anyone to read this but here goes..

I have created this account since last year if I am not mistaken but stopped since I am not very familiar with it...
I used to be a quitter.I thought that certain things are just impossible to reach but without realising it was just me giving up on a lot of things.

I take take the urge to make it after reading my friends slice of life.It looked kind of fun and the benefits of making one is indeed a wonderful pay off.

I was thinking,there are some people in the internet that have different opinions than other people.I hate it when both opinions are right but one side is against the other and said bad things.

This is what we call discrimination.Maybe I hate it because I was once a discriminator too...
I didn't realise it at first but after someone talked me out,I came to realise it.I still think that the-...

Well last week I came up with a person writing some nasty reviews about a certain manga that I like.He/She is a discriminator,a very bad one that is.He/She was exaggerating words.He/She is quite a good writer.I can see that he/she read a couple of episodes of the manga and use every single point she can use to oppose the story.He/She compared the jokes of manga with the jokes of Dr.Strangelove who made jokes about black people and bombing of USSR which is WAY out of the topic!I can say that not even a single anime from Japan would make jokes about that either.I hate to say it but he/she was on the winning side when I came to his/her site.That causes me to give the longest speech in my whole life yet.He/She have not yet replied,maybe that knock some senses into his/her mind or maybe not.

I read his other articles that he/she him/herself asks to read and use it against him.
It took me more than an hour to write a word to make him come to his senses that there are some parts he is not being rational.That was terrifying to tell you the truth.

I said that we are on equal sides.Since humans evolve and changes so other people must respect other people's nature.The weak extinct and the strong live on.It is what we learn through genetic mutation.That is why some people that take the way of suicidal exist because they are weak in mind state.That is also why humans have to help each other,spiritually and physically we have to in order to make a better future.

So that is one of my main reason why I want to start creating this blog.I want to harness my skill in writing and reading other people thoughts by their style of talking/writing and my skill in seeing evidence in what they have to say.

All in all I would still write about my activities not daily I guess since my life is not that eventful unfortunately.Wish me best for the coming future as a blogger.

Peace for the world,wsssixteen.